I crave your touch, your lips, your warmth

But all you do is Push Back

I wrap myself around you but I feel your energy

Pushing me back, Pulling me apart

I can’t find the words because I hate feeling vulnerable

I bite my tongue because I don’t want to spill the words that will make me seem weaker

I’ve lost myself and I can’t retrace my steps to find who I used to be

So I have to push f o w a r d … and develop a new me

This new me will set me f r e e . . .