I closed this door long ago
I made every excuse
An opportunity
To keep that door ajar
Hoping you would step inside
Fill me up with lies
Make me feel stuffed
With what I want to hear
And less of what’s truth
Even if it’s just for a split second
I’ll take the high
I’ll soak in the moments
Thats where I feel on top
But I’m addicted to the pain
The way you have the power
To make me feels so good but
At the same time sting me with hope
Every time
To bring me down
But only watch me pick myself up
Living off of deceit
I never saw another way
I take a sneak peak at the past
My thoughts begin to linger
There’s not a chapter I haven’t read
Where it makes sense without you
So I’ll take the prescribed antidote
But I hate to say it babe
My only cure is you
The most expensive kind of treatment
The type that requires
More of your love
But less in return.
Loved this 👏🏻
Thank you so much ❤
Beautiful poetry.
Thank you 🥰